Ryan, I've had the pleasure of sharing my time with you, on and off the stage. You are a unique and rare man. There were never any walls of defense with you, Ryan. No hesitation at all. Everything I wanted to be, you were, as an actor and as a man. You were wild and free, fully present and without fear, vulnerable and open in expression. An example of frail masculinity, sensitive and furtive as a tender kitten. A soft beast and a doll, all wrapped up in a beautiful package. I've fallen in love with you, but I won't pursue you, unless you ask me to. I'll always be waiting in the wings, whether in this lifetime or the next. Jonah