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Still Small Voice

 Dear Ryan,

Hey there sweetie! How are you? How's your Friday the 13th? Exciting? I'll bet!

Well, I thought a lot about what you said about the gospel and how you thought you could never love anything more until you met me. I think you should focus on your appreciation and belief in the gospel more than the love. Don't get me wrong. Love for the gospel is important, but it's not all there is. Also, I can't help but to think that you've given up on prayer, too. I hope you haven't. When you're having doubts that is the first place you should turn.

I'm not trying to lecture you, Ryan. I'm just worried about you. I want you to be happy, but don't ignore that still small voice inside of you. Sometimes it may be all you have in your greatest time of need.

Blah, blah, blah... I know that's what you're thinking. Well, just so you know, I CARE!

My health is improving, I went to the store today and bought groceries, so I was able to see the outside world for a bit. So exciting. Well, at least I'm not doomed to my bed and a remote anymore. Close though. Gosh, my life is an absolute BORE!

I really miss college. Too bad my health failed. My college buddies are still really cool about everything. They call a lot to see how I'm doing, and tell me how when I get better we're all going to go shopping and to the movies and all. I don't look forward to much, but who knows? I might just live!

One of my friends that went to the ocean brought me back some seashells since I didn't get to go. I appreciate that they thought of me. It's nice to know a few people still care.

Well, what a sob story! I better stop the blah, blah and let you go. Behave, and know I'm thinking of you. Love ya Lots & call me! I'm lonely.

Love Always,

Rita Bisbee

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