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Today Was Wonderful

Ryan,

You asked me today after we showered if it had felt different. I didn't really know what you meant. But I have been thinking about it, and something was different. I don't think it was just when making love. I noticed it as soon as you said you had been looking for me. It seems so long since you have come looking for me. I don't know what happened today, but something changed between the first time I saw you and you were going to class, and when I came over around 1:00. You wrote something, something important enough to keep in your book. It may have nothing to do with me, but somehow it affected us today, the way you looked at me and touched me. When I walked over to look at your Lucy Book you grabbed my hand tight, like you didn't want to let go. I am not sure that is the case, but whatever it was it felt good! You looked at me differently and you were smiling, whether or not it was me, I am not sure, but it seemed genuine. Just the fact that you not only let me shower with you, you asked me to, which meant a whole lot to me. Today was wonderful. Everything. The way you looked at me, smiled at me, kissed me, touch me and made love with me. I will never forget it. I hope you know that I love you, because I definitely do. 

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