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Moving Too Fast

 Ryan,

!Hola! :) I'm sorry I didn't get a note to you sooner. I was going to write during Sacrament meeting but my mom kept trying to see what I was writing. It was really bugging me. Usually it wouldn't, but that time it did, so I didn't write very much (but my note was stupid anyway, so that's okay). 

Um... uh oh, I'm rambling, or starting to. I better get to the point before you have to read twenty pages of junk that has nothing to do w/ anything. First of all, let's see... (I'm reading your note so that I remember to answer all your questions.) ...... Bob. Um, sorry to say this, but Bob is getting to be a real jerk. Big time. The truth is if he had asked me the same question, I wouldn't have known what to say either. So for me to tell u what u should have said wouldn't be very nice of me. I don't know if we are 'you know' but if you did ask, the answer would have three letters _ _ _, begin with a Y and end with a S, and have an E in the middle. 

Were you moving too fast taking my hand at the movies? Well, it was kinda fast, but not too fast. And if I hadn't wanted you to, I would have told you. But I did, so I didn't. (Does that make any sense?) And if I hadn't been attracted to you, I never would have let you hold my hand. I don't want to get WAY WAY WAY serious. But maybe a little. I don't know. How do you judge seriousness? It's beyond me. But I do want to do some more stuff like you said at the end of your note (hiking, movies, sports & stuff). That sounds way cool! 

Well, I gotta go.

Hasta Luega,

Rosa (Nancy)

P.S. Sorry, I guess I just miss Spanish

P.P.S. Sorry So Sloppy

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