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Godzilla on Prozac

Dear Ryan,

Hey there! How are ya? Good I hope. How was your Easter? Mine was fabulous. Kyle gave me a kangaroo with a joey in the pouch. It is so cute. It has a banner thing in the ear that says "Cadbury Bunny Try-Outs." I love it!

I'm so confused about Kyle. I don't know what to do. We had a long talk the other night and he told me he'd fallen in love with me. I didn't know what to say. Kyle is like every girl's dream man, but I don't if a man in my life is what I need. I have so much more important things on my mind. I just can't help but to love the pampering, the adoration, and of course, the attention!

What do you think? And tell me honestly, not what I, or even you, want to hear.

Guess what?!?! In a week or two I should have my own apartment! I'm so excited. I can finally start putting up my baby room. Except for the furniture. I talked a guy friend into putting it all up for me. I told him I didn't know how to do it, and I was sure there were directions in the box, but I hadn't checked inside the box to see! He thought that was a cute excuse, so I got out of putting it all together. I can be so rotten sometimes, but I still can get whatever I want.

I don't look like Godzilla on Prozac anymore. I had my hair chopped off short, and I'm forced out of bed almost every morning to fix myself up perty. Not to be vain, but I look good! It's no wonder that every man in this town still wants me! Just kiddin'. I'm not that high on myself. I have had three offers in the last week of guys who will be a father for me. It's flattering, but very unlikely. Very few men I know could meet my new standards, but hey, that's okay. I'm just looking out for me and my child. (It's a boy, I know it is!!) :)

Well, I don't know what more to say. Keep up your school work, it will get you far in life. And know this. Just because you're not a virgin does not mean that you can not be virtuous. Don't "keep your dick in your pants" because I said so. Do it because you know it's wrong and you're degrading your body and your soul. I have learned that sex is nothing to share with someone you don't love, and I even thought I was deeply in love. If someone really loves you, they will wait until you're married.

I know it's hard, but it's not something to lose your entire faith and belief over. I'm sure you'll do what you feel is right for you, and if you need to talk, I'm here.

Well, I guess that's it. I'm leaving the words of a song I thought you might like them. Take care.

Love Always & Forever

Rita Rosalie

Tears of Pearls Lyrics, by Savage Garden - Insert Here...


 

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