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May 13, 2000

Dear Ryan, aka Sexybutt!

I just wanted to tell you how much I dearly love you. All this time away from you is so hard, but it makes that times I am with you so much more special. 
I look forward to the time we're able to be alone. I think of you all the time and only wish you could read my mind to know. There is no other person in this world that makes me feel the way you do. You are an eternal flame in my life. It's hard to find the words to describe how I feel.
Love is so amazing. I never in my life dreamed it could be this way. Even though we see less of eachother lately, you are with me everywhere I go. It's so comforting to know you're always there when I need someone to cry to, laugh to, and even complain to! There are so  many beautiful things we share together. Love, happiness, sadness, and even madness!
We also share a beautiful daughter together, and we are so lucky she is in our lives. I don't know where we would be if we didn't have her to keep us going every day. 
Sometimes how we feel is so hard to express, but it seems to come so easily when I'm around you. That's good and bad, huh? I just can't get over how much our love has grown in the last five years. It's so amazing. I would have never in my wildest dreams imagined all this would have came from a crush I had on a freshman in my English class. A freshman that showed no interest in my whatsoever! It's a good thing you finally came to your senses! 
What would you ever have done without me? Ha! I want you to know how much I love you. That will NEVER change. No matter what. We're more than being married. We are best friends. And not only that, we are soul mates. I'm so glad we chose eachother to spend eternity with, and with Mickelle, too.

I love you Ryan.
Now...
And...
Forever!

Love Always,

Rita Jevne

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