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Walking Zombie!

Ryan,

So, is that the only time you write me? When you're bored? Thanx! Just jokin. Well, all I can say is maybe the reason Erin is playing it so hard is because she's hurting too. She just doesn't want you to know. A broken heart can take a great time to heal, but it does happen. Trust me! It heals, and then you wonder why you ever hurt so much. But it's good that you hurt. Because it shows that you have feelings, and that you care. Ryan, you can't lock all your feelings up inside of you. If you do that, then you'll become a walking zombie! Ya know, I locked all that I ever felt up inside of me for a long time. I never let people close to me, cause I didn't know what they'd think of me because of all my confusing emotions. I built a brick wall around me, and because of it, I became a depressed person, and that is not what you want to have happen to you. Ya know. I brought all the feelings I felt out in my poems. I never used to let people read them. I would hide them somewhere in my room where no one could find them. About a year ago I started letting my mom read them. That gave me the energy to start writing more. And not soon after that I got the confidence to start letting other people read them. Getting up in front of the class today and reading that poem, was one of the most scariest things I've done. I've never read my thoughts in front of so many people. Especially people I didn't really know. I guess I'm starting to learn to openly express myself. It feels pretty good, too. Thanx for being there for me. And I'll always be there for you. Remember that! Well, I better get.

Love Always,

Rita Rosalita

My # is 857-3175

night or day.
if you need to talk, at any hour, you can call. 

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