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Dear Ryan,

Hey! How's my dumplin' doin? Good I hope. I'm doin o-kay-, but would be doin a whole lot better if you were here. Sorry about bein' stupid that one night. I guess I should know better from now on. But don't ease down, cause it gets a lot worse. I went down to Casper with the band last week, and I got to see Hannah. It was so cool. We, me, Melissa, Jeff and Dwight went to band class and hung out with them. See, we were with the basketball band, and they let us do whatever we wanted to on Friday, as long as it was within walking distance from the Hotel. So we went to N.C. the whole day, was rather weird. That night Dwight got caught with marijuana in his room, and they came in my room looking for some, but didn't find any. So they suspended me and Melissa from band for the rest of the trip. They arrested Dwight and carted him off to jail. Even though they didn't find any in our room, they kept us a suspects because we had spent the day with Dwight. We got home, and thought everything was over, but then Hannah got arrested for possession of marijuana the Monday after we got back, and they opened the investigation back up, and tried to make me take a pee test. It was all so dumb. I still can't believe it. But it's over now, and I'm not in any more trouble, thank God.

Oh yeah, about Spring Break. We can't have it until April 5th. Sorry, but if you want to come up here feel free. Just be sure to call me first. My number is 1-(307)-527-4576. Use it only if you desperately need to, because it's my sister's number. I'm usually there from 3:15 to about 4:30 on the weekdays. So anyways. Write back soon. I miss you.

Love Always & Forever,

Rita Rosalita

Love Ya Lots! Love Ya Lots 'N' Lots 4ever 'N'ever!

Sorry So Sloppy

P.S. Don't ever play leap frog with a unicorn, I hear it's bad luck!

If you think you feel inferior around me, you can imagine how I feel when I'm around you!

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