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Speechless

Dear Ryan

Gosh. I'm speechless. Thanks for worrying about me, but I'll be okay. I don't live alone. My parents are in the apartment right above mine, and they watch me like a hawk. Besides, I'm a good girl.

I sort of took offense to you saying that it was pointless to write to me anymore, just because I've changed. Ryan, you knew I wasn't going to be sixteen forever. Sooner or later I had to grow up. Take responsibilities and become a little more independent. And I have, but deep down inside I'll always be the same person I've been. I'll always love you. No matter how much I change, that will always stay the same.

This Summer I want to take a weekend off, and come see you, just you. No one else. It will give us a chance to talk. Hopefully it will be a chance to show you that I've changed for the better. Change is good, trust me.

Well, I don't know what more to say. Please write back soon. It's not pointless. Not to me anyway. I love you.

Rita Rosalita

P.S. "I live my life for you." That song will be in my heart forever. So will you.

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