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Funny Lady

November 29, 1996

Dear Ryan,

Hey hon! How are you? I'm o-kay- but could always be better. Is anything wrong? I haven't heard from you in a while. Well, it looks like I'll be in home school for second semester. So, I'll probably have more time on my hands. I'll hopefully be able to make it down to Riverton more often. If business at Maxwell's ever picks up. I went from four nights a week down to one. It's not good. I haven't been pulling in that much money. I don't know if I told you yet, but I'm for sure quitting band. I've changed my major from music education to zoology. It's really interesting. I want to go into the specific study of wild cats, like lions, tigers and panthers. I want to get into college in Africa so I can have access to them. Guess what? My parents, well, my mom anyway, wants to move to Idaho. She's hoping to move this summer. She says she misses the city and wants to go back so she has a place to shop. She's a funny lady. Well, I dunno what more to say. I love you, and am always thinking of you. Write back soon! You're scaring me!

Love Always

Rita Rosalita

P.S. you forgot my B-Day again!

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