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Large Part of My Heart

Dear Ryan,

Hey. How are ya? I'm o-kay- Having a rough time with life right now, but I'm sure I'll make it.

I'm considering quitting band, and changing my major. I'm getting sick of it. I worked almost my whole life to get somewhere with music, and sometimes it seems as if I'm getting nowhere. 

I'm getting back into drama, and I think I'll do o-kay- I have a try out on Monday. It's the lead role in the 'Invisible Man.' I probably won't get it, but it's worth a try. Maybe I'll get something. Who knows?!

My car's not fixed yet. I hope it will be soon though. I miss it. In a few months the windows will be tinted, and I'm going to have an awesome stereo in it. I'm getting a Pioneer CD player. It's sleek.

Other than that I've been working a lot. Making mucho dollars so I can hopefully go down to see you for Homecoming. If I do though, I need you to look me up a place to stay if you could. It needs to be as cheap as possible so that I can afford it. So just let me know some price ranges, and that will be great.

You won't believe it! Tonight was the most beautiful night I've ever seen since I moved here. There was a lunar eclipse, and after it was gone the light of the moon lit up the whole country side. It snowed here last night and today, so the mountains glowed white. It was so romantic. If only you could have been here for it. But, in a way, you were, cause you make up a large part of my heart, and it goes with me everywhere!

Well, I don't know what more to say. I miss you, and think of you always. Hope to hear from you soon.

Love Always And Forever,

Rita Rosalita

P.S. I'm finishing the song I'm writing on the piano for you. Hopefully it will be done by the time I go down to see you, so I can play it for you!

I love you. 

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