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 Dear Ryan J.,

There are some things I need to say, but please don't be upset by them. If I seem harsh or cruel I am sorry, that is not the way I intended to be, I just want to state my feelings. You need to know clear cut & for sure, exactly how I feel. 

#1 - I do not love u as a boyfriend. 

#2 - Never did I attempt to get u to ask me to Homecoming, (though there might be another Ryan in US History...)

#3 - Though I do not love u, I do not hate u, and I want to be friends if that's ok. If not, just tell me & I'll ignore u the rest of my life.

#4 - My grandfather passed away Friday, so if I've seemed upset it's not cuz I hate u, I'm just not having an easy time lately.

#5 - I hate the thought of anyone wanting to beat on me.

#6 - I hate the thought of anyone calling me a bitch.

#7 - I like to face problems, so if they are stupid or untrue, they can be dealt with and put aside.

#8 - I firmly believe that most rumors are not true and shouldn't be relied upon.

#9 - I don't hit on you, though I do try to be a friend and help when u have problems. 

#10 - I hate it when people judge others based on looks and not personality. 

#11 - I do not enjoy long distance phone calls unless they are from out of state (preferably Oakdale, CA) Big Horn, Rawlins or Lander. 

There's my feelings, stated as clearly as possible. If u have any questions, write back.

        Nancy B.

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