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A Nice Girl

 Ry-Ry,

Here is Carolyn's house key. I hope you will take it to her soon because I thought I'd send the key with a letter to you instead of waiting to get her address. I would have called her mom except I have to be careful with my minutes. So that led me to think that I should just go ahead & mail the key to you, so please, please get it to her soon. I thought I had taken the key out of my purse & left it there but it was in my pocket.

Also, don't worry I'm not gonna be a pain in the neck calling. I know you're busy with school & work & everything else. I would like to know what happened w/ auditions though. But again, believe me I know what it's like to be busy, I'm seriously thinking of quitting my job. I'm going to have to next fall when I'm doing my internship because that's going to be 40 hrs a week just w/ that. Ryan I still don't know where I'm gonna go when I'm done here, it's kind of scary.

I did have fun seeing your play & of course Matt. Thanks for making time for me. Oh, tell Katie hi for me, she is a nice girl. I just want you to be happy & I hope she doesn't think I take too much time away from her when I visit. Make sure to give Carolyn & Matt hugs for me too. 

Well I hope this isn't the only communication we have for a long time. (I really didn't delete you from my phone, or my life, I couldn't ever do that.) So feel free to call any time or write. I really promise to not be a pain calling so I'm gonna let you call me when you can.

Your friend always (til the ocean covers every mountain high)

Amos :)

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