All Their Words

 Ryan and Joe, Hey you two, just had to ask you something... 'What the hell do you think I am, tall?!?!' I'm not a monkey, or Heidi. Ha Ha, that's not funny! ❤️ you guys  Sandi 

 Dear Ryan, I hope you have a fun night. I know it's gonna be hard, but you can do it, I swear. I will see you in the AM @ 5. I swear Joe ain't mean. He is a really good worker, so I know you will be trained good. So I guess I will see you. Heart + U B•F•F• ❤️ ~ Margret P.S. Just ask Joe what you can eat!

 RyRy, I came to see you. You must not be awake. The cockles of my heart are frozen over. I have to go see an apartment at 3. If you wake up before then, come see me. ❤️ Sandi

RyRy & Joe Joe Hey you two!! Well I hope you guys have a great night. But, hey, there are two bowls in the reach in, one milk and one chicken. Could you please put it out for the kittie? Just so it can have something to eat, if you can, just put it out when you get here. Thank you so much!  ❤️ you both Thanks for everything you do in the kitchen, you two are the best!! ❤️ Sandi Cheeks

  Joe & RyRy Hey, there is some kittie food in the reach in. Well, chicken and milk. Could you please put it out for me?! Thank you! ❤️ Sandi P.S. Please give me a wake up call!

  Jan 12 03 Dear Ryan, Hello hun, what have you been up 2? Nothing much here. I just miss everyone one except you. J/K. I think you're the one I think about the most. You know, all the fun me and you had together. Like sitting in JB's, just me and you for six hours... Killing a crow and squirrel in my car. Going to Black Bridge and almost getting killed by Squaw Snatch. Then I needed to talk to you and we went and got ten dollars and us a big jug of our favorite vodka drink. We had it in the car drinking it away and I asked you what you were doing, and you said, "I'm trying to convince my mouth that my stomach wants it..." And the day you spiked my coffee in JB's, that was the day you killed the crow in my car... I miss singing stupid songs. "I wish I had a... I wish I had a... Oh coffee how I love you!!" Then having our 'fun' with Dana, the time we cleaned Amy's place with me saying "help!" all the time. Then on your birthday w...

  My dear sweet Ryan, From the moment you were born, a path had been laid for you that would create a wealth of experience and nurture what's good and true. On this winding path, unique to you, many encounters would be made. Some would join and walk awhile, although few, ever really stayed. Through each life that touched on ours, we learned lessons, good and bad. Sharing laughter, facing storms, finding light in both the happy and sad. And as we progress further along the path we have come to realise each day, that there really were no mistakes as such, each lesson a blessing, sent our way. So we eventually understand this path is really just a test, and with every obstacle and challenge we are learning to live at our best. So cherish every encounter, embrace the friends that come and go. For on this beautiful journey, it's love that helps us grow. The Universe 

Brother Ryan Luke Jevne, in the name of our Savior Jesus Christ, by the authority of the holy priesthood which I bear, and by further authority of having been ordained patriarch in the Asheville stake of Zion, I now place my hands upon your head and give you your patriarchal blessing. Brother Jevne, our Heavenly Father is pleased that you have come this day to receive further guidance through your patriarchal blessing. He is pleased that you have accepted the calling that you have in the church, that you are doing your best to help reactivate members who at this time are not active in the church. Many are not living the gospel, but as you and others in the elders quorum do your best to get these people to come back to church you will have success in this great endeavor. You will be blessed with other callings in the church in your life. I bless you to know that your Heavenly Father is also pleased that you have come to this area of the country which those of us here call the mission fi...

  Dreams Why do those dreams haunt you? I want to know what I can do, So that I can help you. No matter what it takes, I would do, So a good nights' rest would come to you. If I could I would bring your dreams to me, Far away and not haunting you.  I wish I could do something good for you. Returning all that you have done for me. But taking your dreams away, Is something I cannot do. I'm so sorry for what I can not do, And that I cannot help you. S.W.  Jan. 11, 2003  

 Ryan,  The hardest thing you’ll ever have to do is believe in yourself again after everything’s fallen apart.⁠ When life shakes you like that, it’s easy to lose your faith. In yourself. In people. In the path you are on.⁠ It gets quiet, heavy and lonely. It can feel like no one really sees or understands what you’re going through. I need you to hear me on this.⁠ There’s still something in you that hasn’t quit. That light, it’s never gone out, it’s never left you. It’s always been there when you need it the most.⁠ ⁠You can call it hope, or strength, or stubbornness. I’ve called it resilience, and it’s gotten me through hell.⁠ You don’t have to figure everything out. Just get quiet enough to remember who you are. That will take you where you need to go. Who you are has helped you get through every single thing that’s ever come your way.⁠ You’ve made it this far, that counts, that matters.⁠ So take a breath. Then just find one reason to keep going and hold onto that. That’s will...