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Five @ Heart

  Jan 12 03

Dear Ryan,

Hello hun, what have you been up 2? Nothing much here. I just miss everyone one except you. J/K. I think you're the one I think about the most. You know, all the fun me and you had together. Like sitting in JB's, just me and you for six hours... Killing a crow and squirrel in my car. Going to Black Bridge and almost getting killed by Squaw Snatch. Then I needed to talk to you and we went and got ten dollars and us a big jug of our favorite vodka drink. We had it in the car drinking it away and I asked you what you were doing, and you said, "I'm trying to convince my mouth that my stomach wants it..." And the day you spiked my coffee in JB's, that was the day you killed the crow in my car... I miss singing stupid songs. "I wish I had a... I wish I had a... Oh coffee how I love you!!" Then having our 'fun' with Dana, the time we cleaned Amy's place with me saying "help!" all the time. Then on your birthday we went camping and I fell alseep with my head on your butt! When Drama Fest was going on and we pulled an all nighter and you took a nap and I was doing dishes and you told me to stop so I sat in the corner and you asked me what I was doing and I said I was trying to be quiet, and you told me I could lay down, and I said, "thank you for your permission but I'm not tired..." We have had a lot of fun together and a lot of good talks even though I'm only five at heart, and I did prove it running around the balcony screaming. I'm probably boring you and I'm sorry. Well, I just keep thinking of all the fun we have had together. I miss you and everyone else. Well, "It's a Moo Moo!!"

I love you

Love,

      Sandi.

~A kiss on the hand~

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