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A Cute Lump

 Dear My RyRy,

How is you? I miss you so so much! I can't wait tell I can get out there with everyone just for a couple of days. I did not think I would miss everyone. But enough of that. My life is boring, I don't do much. Just read. I can't wait tell I can go to school, I want to cook so bad, I want to do something with my life, I'm not going to be a lump! But tell then I shall be a cute lump, hehe. Hey, question... When you read this letter do you hear my voice like in the movies, is it like I'm reading it to you, or is it like red, dry eye guy or is it your voice? Just asking. Well, give Danna May a big hug for me and tell her I love and miss her. Also Cam, but you don't need to hug him. I never thought I would enjoy living with Rebecca, but it is fun. We have our ups and downs like everyone but I love it! Well, I told you about the poem that I found it is very good, I liked it. I found it in a book my mom bought for me called "Poems That Live Forever." I love it. Oh, I never told you about when me and Rebecca went hiking. There was a ton of men jogging the track and we would step off the track at one point I just said, "more men..." and Rebecca looked at me with a blank look. I started laughing and said, "I said more men, not Mormon!" So now it's a joke, "Look! More Men!!" I don't know, I think it's great! But I'm going to let you go, so I love you and miss you a ton, can't wait tell I can see you.

Love Sandi

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