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Make My Move

 Ryan,

Hey you! I'm just peachy!!

Anyways. I told you I would write you about my life, so I will. See I do really care about Sonny. It's just that I think it's important that people live life to the fullest and enjoy others company. There is so much out there and so many people to meet. But sometimes it seems worthless because people you really enjoy are afraid of getting close to you for fear they may realize that they have been missing out on a lot. It's not that I'm saying it's not possible to wake them up, but I've been trying so long I want to give up, but I can't. Tosha told me to be careful, but I'm tired of being careful. I want to be reckless and just make my move. But I'm afraid of being pushed away. This probably makes no sense to you, but I wish people would just take a risk and try something new every once in a while. Do you understand?

I wish someone could help me with my Trig. I'm failing for the third week in a row. HELP!

I'm really glad we are starting to understand each other again.

                        Love,

                                      Jillian Anne

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P.S. I'm also confused about a couple others in my life. See there are two other guys besides Sonny that I think like me, but they are both afraid of getting close. What should I do?

                       Love,

                                Me, again!

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