All Their Words

Ryan, hey there! So how's life going for ya? Okay here. Just sittin' here at my locker writing this note. Whoa! Guess what?! It's like 5th hour and I have sooo much homework. Well geez. Let's go!   RR SKIPPER

Dear Ryan,                                                                                                      12/01/2023 Difficult times are necessary for our learning and progression. I write in hopes of you hearing hard things. Life was not meant to be easy. We each are responsible for our own. The battles placed before us are given to challenge us so we may improve. But more importantly that we learn to rely upon the Lord for direction. He loves you. Your father and I love you. Tough love is necessary. It is tough to step aside and allow, allow you to experience what is necessary for your own growth. It may seem that we are retracting our hands, yes. But always the Savior, our Savior, never retracts his. My prayer is that you may o...

Dear Dad, I think you are my hero, because you help me and are very nice, you listen to me when I talk to you!

To: Noah from Valerie Marry Christmas Marry Christmas. I love you so much. thank you for being nice to me.

to: Santa from: Valerie ice cream slim kit cloths  joolory make up LoL Doll Doll cloths D.S. Games Legos Family to be happy Marry Christmas Santa

thanks! for letting me bum off of you when I was poor!  :)

You smell sexy XOX Ryan, Happy Valentine's Day! It has been a whirlwind romance and I love getting to know you! Stay sexy Tiger. (growl) Brian  

Ryan, I think of you everyday. I can't help it. I just want things back the way they were. But I can't do that knowing your heart is no longer mine. I doubt it ever was. It is now on the road to somewhere more divine. I hear sad songs on the radio and can't help but to cry. Every word, every phrase, reminds me of you. I see couples walking down the street, hand in hand, with love in their eyes. We were once like that. Where did we go wrong? Where was the error? I only wish things would've worked out. I remember once when you loved me unconditionally. I had no fault and our love was invincible. Indestructible. Yet somehow it was torn apart, and my heart was torn in two.  I, of course, overreacted. But I was caught by surprise. I was hurt, shocked, I felt invaded. A man I thought I knew came out from disguise. But no matter the road I take in life, I'll always remember the highway I shared with you. I'll remember the sleepy look in your eyes as you tried to hold b...

Ryan, My honey bunches of oats. I've been missing you in misery all day. Ross & Carrie gave me $10 of gas $. Tio needed TCBY. So here's what's left so you can get some dinner. I talked to Scott's dad again & he said that he went brain dead & they are shutting the machines down. Everyone's kind of down. Tio said thanks for the toy & "Bye-Bye." Love Always & Forever, Rita Jevne

Dear Ryan. Hey honey. I'm just sitting here waiting to go to work, thinking of you. I miss you so much. I wish you were here, but you will be soon enough. It's so beautiful up here. I know you would just love it. I think it's so great that we're both going to be working at Pahaska. I'm shocked too. Did you know you will be the youngest person to work here, ever?! But I'm glad you will be.  Well, I better get to work. Fun! I love you. Now and forever. Love Always, Rita Rosalita 

Rita, So I guess it's over. You've made it perfectly clear that you no longer want to love me, much less talk to me. There's nothing more for me to do but accept that. Even though I wish like hell we could start somewhere again, anywhere at all. That's impossible now, I know, but I still have a few things to say.  I will start by saying I love you still, I always will. I cannot stop loving you simply because you are not around. Tell me, was it easy for you, to stop loving me? I don't understand how you can be so cold and careless. I never meant to destroy the one thing that was supposed to last forever. Aren't we soul mates, aren't we supposed to be together forever? There's no one I wish to spend the rest of my life with but you. Even more, there's no one I want to love more than you. This is driving me crazy knowing you are no longer in my life. I have this sick pit in my stomach all the time. My heart is literally breaking, I can actually feel it,...

Ryan, Hey you sexy love animal. Are we still on for tonight? Hope so. Have you told Erin? Well, better go! Love Always, Rita Rosalita 857-3175

Dick-boy, I HATE YOU, YOU PUNK! Just kidding. I had a great time sexually harassing you, and I know YOU LIKED IT!! (HA HA) I will miss you. Because I'm actually in love with you, Really! Rita

Ryan, Thanx for the note.Ya know, ya just make me so mad. You go off and eat donuts for breakfast and don't even share with me. Geez, some people! Well anyway, I guess in a way I'm glad you broke up with Erin. I saw how upset she made ya, and you deserve better than that. At least you found out what she was really like before anything happened! On the phone last night, that wasn't me, it was Tio. She thought she was being cute. She is! Anyway, thanks for telling me about that dance. Ya know, that has to be the most romantic evening I've had since I moved here. Thank you so much! I don't care if Erin is mad or not. She can just kiss my big toe! Right? I had a ton of fun. Better than any time I've had with Bill, or anyone else! So, anyway, I don't know what to say, I'll call you tonight after I get back from the store! I got all the wrong things yesterday. Just jokin'! Well see you later. Love Always! Rita Rosalita Write me back!

Ryan, Hey man! Long time no see! How's life going for ya? We were talking about you at camp... Candace is a sweet girl!! Why were you grumpy last Sat? Pencil change! That's a cool color! Doesn't Nancy look hot with short hair? I love it! Guess what!!! I got the Acutane last Tuesday, my face HURTS! --- Thanks for writing. It's been awhile since I got a note, let alone talk to anyone respectable. Sorry I was grumpy on Sat. But I've had a lot of time to think about my life. I'm not too happy with it. Guess what? I can play Jingle Bells on the piano. This weeks my last week. I'll miss it. Why's Nancy here, and what's the deal about plan B? --- Gee wis! We should let you and Mark talk! I'm really proud of your piano ability! Nancy is here because she misses this ward.  Plan B is a secret, so ask Nanc! Hey, life's kinda crappy sometimes, just keep going and stay in the church and it'll get better! I PROMISE!

Ryan, Don't hate me for it. It wasn't my fault. Look I like you a lot and our friendship is something I value greatly. Can we just forget about it?

5/12/16 Good Morning My Love! It was so nice to talk to you on Sunday! I miss you so much, it's just different with you gone. I hope you are doing well! Your mom said that you are on a baseball team, that's fun! I wish we could come watch you play. :) We are coming to Utah this weekend & I hope we can see you, but I understand if you don't want to see me yet. Angie is coming to help me with graduation orders & is bringing a truck with the couch, some cabinets & our China Hutch! Yay! I will put the hutch in the kitchen where the white shelf was, but if you want to rearrange when you get home we can. So far I've been keeping the plants alive just fine & some of your seeds in the garage, I've been watering them, they've had to stay in the garage because of the rain lately. It has been flooding & a state of emergency in several areas around the county. Our house is fine though & I never had to get a pump for out back even because it never got...

June 2nd 2016 To my Brother I hope my letter finds you doing well! I wish very badly I could talk to you. I will try and come see you. :) The thing I miss the most already is coming to visit with you. I know your situation is temporary and we can hang out again soon. You just need to know how much you are loved by me and so many others. Aunt Clara sends her love to you. She wants you to know your cousins and family care for you deeply. Whatever direction you take in your life, I will always be your sister and will support and love you unconditionally. Your purpose for treatment is all about you and your personal goals.  My desire for you is to be YOU! and be HAPPY~!! You are very bright! AND~ You are in control of you. :) Your future is what you make of it. I will assist and support your happiness. Ryan! I love you. Write me back if you would like. I did give Rochelle your address. I hope that was ok. Much love and many hugs and more hugs to you. Love, your sister, Candace Renee ...

4th Hour Ryan, Well here's your mighty sexy luuvvvv note! So. How's Drama? I walked past there, and saw you, but ya didn't see me! Aahhh peek-a-boo! Wow! Ooh, yeh! So. I'm just sitten here in World History being a total, but sexy, @@@ bum. Yeah. Ack! I made a mess up! BooHoo. WooHoo. YooHoo. MooMoo. Do you! That was pretty cool! Look ma, I rhyme! Thanks for the key ring. It's really pretty. I love it! I'll keep it for ever 'n' forever. So hmm. Know What? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what?  I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. So hmm. Know what? I love you. ...

Ryan, I am sorry for earlier. I didn't mean to insult you. I say things without thinking sometimes. I don't know you well enough to be joking the way I have. I am also apologizing for having to say I'm sorry in a note. It is very lame, but there was no answer to my knock earlier. You have the makings of a good friend, and I hope that I have not messed things up too badly. I have no desire to hurt or humiliate you.  Please forgive me? Yours humbly, Rebekah

Dear Ryan, Hey there! How are ya? Good I hope. How was your Easter? Mine was fabulous. Kyle gave me a kangaroo with a joey in the pouch. It is so cute. It has a banner thing in the ear that says "Cadbury Bunny Try-Outs." I love it! I'm so confused about Kyle. I don't know what to do. We had a long talk the other night and he told me he'd fallen in love with me. I didn't know what to say. Kyle is like every girl's dream man, but I don't if a man in my life is what I need. I have so much more important things on my mind. I just can't help but to love the pampering, the adoration, and of course, the attention! What do you think? And tell me honestly, not what I, or even you, want to hear. Guess what?!?! In a week or two I should have my own apartment! I'm so excited. I can finally start putting up my baby room. Except for the furniture. I talked a guy friend into putting it all up for me. I told him I didn't know how to do it, and I was sure t...

I'd die for you. My place in this world seems to be black and blue. But one thing's for sure, if I had to, I'd die for you. Deep into your heart, there's a place I can run to. And I want you to know, if I had to, I'd die for you. I run in such fear, and I don't know what to do. But I'll tell you again, if I had to, I'd die for you. And the one thing I want you to know. Whatever you do, and where ever you go. If I had to, I would die for you. Ryan, I will always love you, always. Rita Rosalie  

Hey Sexybutt! You've got mail!! :) May 13, 2000 Dear Ryan, aka Sexybutt! I just wanted to tell you how much I dearly love you. All this time away from you is so hard, but it makes that times I am with you so much more special.  I look forward to the time we're able to be alone. I think of you all the time and only wish you could read my mind to know. There is no other person in this world that makes me feel the way you do. You are an eternal flame in my life. It's hard to find the words to describe how I feel. Love is so amazing. I never in my life dreamed it could be this way. Even though we see less of eachother lately, you are with me everywhere I go. It's so comforting to know you're always there when I need someone to cry to, laugh to, and even complain to! There are so  many beautiful things we share together. Love, happiness, sadness, and even madness! We also share a beautiful daughter together, and we are so lucky she is in our lives. I don't know where...

Dear Ryan, Well, here it is in a nut shell. You're free, but remember, this was your decision. I promised myself once that I would never again let a man hurt me. I felt safe with that promise when I was with you. What can I say? Deception sucks. The truth is, we will never have a chance at another relationship. That was it. Sorry, but I can't go through this with you constantly. Unlike you, I was never tempted for a shot with another guy. Sorry, I thought I had something great. Next time I'll try not to think of possibilities when I start a new relationship. After I graduate, I'll be leaving the state, I'm signing onto a modeling contract next month and I'll start recording a tape in late June. There's nothing more for me to stay here for anymore. You will most likely never see me again. So I guess this is it. You can finally have your way now that you are no longer 'tied down.' Sorry, I didn't know I was so demanding. Keep in touch if you want, ...

Ryan, Thank you for helping with Walter's meds this weekend.  I love you and I owe ya a pizza date and a BJ. XOXO Brian

you look gay :)  BKJ :)

Ryan HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN! I'm sorry to miss your birthday. Have Brian tell you the story behind your gift, I hope it's make you smile. :) so for now: Here is your fancy gift for a fancy lad for a fancy morning! (Brian helped me write this) Hope you have a beautiful birthday! Maria

Ryan, I just got off the phone with you and I'm missing you already. Just wanted you to know how much I absolutely love and adore you. I think of you all the time. Always have. No life without Ryan. Wow. I miss you, love and adore you. The one in the shadows has always been you. Love, Always & Fovever. Rita Rosalie Bisbee

Ryan, If love is forever, then what must we do, when ignorance steps in and turns our hearts blue? If fate is so friendly, then where should we turn, when there's just not enough of a lesson to learn? Night only brings the pain of before, then why look back, when there should be closed doors? But if we forget what brought us together, then we'll lose what we had and regret it forever. I love you, Now & Forever. YOUR WIFE

Today I'm thinking of you and feeling feelings I love... Ryan, Today I am thinking of you and hearing jokes I love just because you told them, and seeing smiles I love just because you wore them, and remembering days I love just because you gave them to me as gifts. Today I am thinking of you and loving you for more reasons than I could ever even like anybody else. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY Love, Always & Forever Rosalie Lane 2/14/99

Ryan, Thanks for the explanation, but I honestly had no intention of contacting you again. It is obvious that we've both decided to take different routes in our lives. This may be the last time you hear from me again. After the baby is born, I'm going to leave Wyoming, forever. I have no need or desire to return. I am leaving no return address, so no one will ever be able to contact me. I plan on not looking back. I'm sorry. The person I've been pretending to be in the last two years is not who I am, or the person I wish to remember. I'm sorry. Thank you for being the best friend I ever had and could ever ask for. Good luck. And Ryan, I love you, too. Take care, Rita Rosalita

Ryan, Thank you for the ring and the socks, I am wearing them both at the moment. I want you to know that you have been a huge support for me. I know I have yet to do the real work of grieving, but just having you in my life has kept me sane. I love you Ryan. XOXO BRIAN   P.S. Hope you have a blast with the fam. Use my ring as a charm to stay sane.

Dear Mike, Before I go, I feel I must let you know what a tremendous person I think you are. Not only did you believe in me at a point in my life when I couldn't believe in myself, but you opened up a door for me, and were my amazing, saving grace.  Every step of the way you were there for me, you've been my mentor and my friend. You provided an environment where my restless energy could be turned into something I could be proud of, inside the magical world of the theater. For all these things, and so many more, thank you! Ryan Luke Jevne

Ryan, My anticipation grows each day I awake. You're locked in my thoughts, leaving my heart so at stake. I need to be in your presence, to be seen by your eyes, to hear all those words, so I know they weren't lies. I need to not be forgotten, just one of those pasts. In a love that was bruised, and too weak to last. I need all that comfort that I find in your arms. I need the fulfillment that comes with your charm. I love you! Rosalie Lane The one in the shadows has always been you...  

Dear Brian, I'm writing this letter to you, but for me. I'll never send it, you'll never read it.  My heart was always on fire when we were together. The butterflies were always there. The love was always there. It's still there, deep in my heart. The love I hold for you is the deepest love I've ever felt. I will never be able to explain that level of love, and I may never find it again. But I had to let you go. I had no other choice. It's as if you had died. The grief I felt when you chose to leave my life was harrowing. It broke my heart in every possible way. But I understand why you had to leave. You couldn't connect with that level of intense emotion. I was too much for you to handle. I held you too tightly. I blame myself for that. I'll cherish the beautiful moments and memories that I experienced with you. My heart will always hold a place for you, and my heart is missing a big piece because of you. Wherever life takes you, Brian, I love you! Ryan

Ryan, Hey hon! So here's your note. I have about 5 minutes of class left, so I just figured I'd write ya. Wow eh! So here it is! TOOT! Love Ya Lots 'N' Lots! W/B Rita Rosalita  

Ryan, hey sexy! How's class? Too long and dragged out here. Well, I guess it's like this. I understand how ya feel about kissing. I don't think it's a major factor in our relationship. I'm not a terribly pushy person, so I guess it's whenever you're ready, so am I. Sound like a plan?  So, N-E Waz. I think we might go over to Sunset Courts because the park's there, and after we're done playing tennis we can go over to the park. But the college courts are pretty secluded, so people aren't like constantly watching us! But whatever! I guess I better get. Sorry So Sloppy. I guess this writing excites me! Love ya Lots 'N' Lots I Love You! RR

Ryan, Hey love! How ya doin? Okay here. Just sittin here in 4th hour. This sub is a total freak. Stupid cow! So anywaz. Thanks for the note. Your notes always make my day better when I'm down. Right now I'm halfway in between. My days goin good, but when I think about what Danna said in gym, I kinda get mad. I dunno. It just seems like the only real reason me and her are friends is so I can fix her problems, she can create mine, and 'cause my looks don't make her jealous! Great friend, huh?! She just makes me feel like a queen.  So, N-E waz. Feeling sexy today? I bet! Wanna heart? Oohh. Pretty. So. Ummmm. Well, uh. Hmmm! Frizzerhoppin Garfield-drinking baby-changing crazy 'ol Fool! Wow! that was pretty cooooooool!!! Don't you think! Well I don't know what more to say. So I guess I better get! I Love you Lots! Love Always and Forever  RR  

Dear Ryan, Hi! I hope you are doing ok?! It's hard not to being able to talk to you, I didn't realize how much I text you until I couldn't do it anymore. I do message you on Facebook sometimes. You can read them, or I can erase them for you. It's just my way of being able to talk to you. I wish I knew how you were doing! I spoke with Mary a little today and she says that you seem to be doing well. She mentioned that you like to spend your free time alone and I expected that, it's how you are. I do hope that you are able to make friends there though! The people seemed nice when we were there. Anyone in particular that you get along with? How is your room mate? Is he the same one we met? I miss you, mostly when I'm alone at work or late at night. I hope you do not always resent me for encouraging this. I did it because I love you and I was concerned. I hope it is helping you, not just with the substances, but with the depression and anxiety too. I also hope that w...

Dear Ryan, Don't worry, this is not a pathetic attempt to win you back. I'm writing because I need to get some things cleared up. I figure this is the best way, since we can't seem to talk very easily to one another. Please understand that I don't want that. I'd like for us to be friends and have civilized conversation. To be able to talk about anything that is in our brain at that moment. I realize that that won't happen for awhile. I hope it's not too late or too long. I'm really sorry about yesterday, and some of the things I said. There was no excuse for it, and please don't say, "I expect it!" or "I'm used to it now." Just a simple "apology accepted" or "you're forgiven" will suffice. Try to understand how hard it is for me!  Every single day I see you. There's not a single thing wrong with that. What is wrong is, one day you were in my arms, I in yours, and then the next day it wasn't allo...

Ryan, It has been an unbelievable 2 months! I LOVE YOU! This will represent our growing love... so don't kill it. Steven 

Being with you has revitalized my life. I never knew such passion & connection were possible. You really are what I have waited for and wanted all my life. I love you deeper than you may ever know. Steven  

Ryan, Hey honey! How's it going for ya?! Pretty dreadful here. I miss you. So much. I need to be with you, in your arms, in your touch. Did I say I miss ya?! Well, I love you, too.  I'm just sitting here. I have a few hours before I hafta go to work. So I'll try to make this as long as I can. Kay ~ Well, I did get a job. I'm bussing tables at the restaurant / hotel called The Irma. It's a pisser job. I hate it. Ya know. I hafta work 3:00 to closing all week this week. It totally sucks. I also have some bad news. July 1st to the 4th is probably our busiest week for the whole summer. My boss (dumb bitch) said I could take it off, but I might as well not go back to work if I do. So I guess we'll hafta pick a new date to go. Sorry. My boss is a real cow. I'm gonna take a chair one of these days and shove it up her butt! She's so friggen picky. The cups, and silverware have to be set in a certain way. If they're not you get yelled at. Oh well. At least I ...

Brian & Ryan Thank you both for being always so kind and supportive to me; you've truly helped make my Wyoming experience what it's been.... GREAT!  I'll miss you both sooooo much and hope you'll come visit me wherever I'm at next. You've REALLY been so special to me! Love and Hugs, Maria keep it real #wyostyle:)

Ryan, You're all I think about any more. I love you so much but wish I could see you more often. Well, I think everyone is sick of me talking about you. At night, when I can't sleep, I'll lay here and think about you. Last night, that girl that likes you kept coming up to me and saying you're so lucky to be going out with Ryan. So finally I turned around and said, "I know I'm lucky!" and walked off. She never said anything to me the rest of the night. I almost threw up backstage because I hadn't eaten all night. But I'm sorry I started crying last night, and then I didn't come talk to you. I was just really pissed off and was scared I'd take everything out on you.  But I'm really happy that I'm with you, and I want to be with you for a long time. I wanted to kiss you last night, but I didn't have enough guts to. But now I wish I would have. Well, gotta go! BYE I love you!!! Erin

Ryan, It wasn't me putting words in your mouth and thoughts in your head!! It was Brooke!! So if I was you I'd talk it out with Brooke.  At the recital I walked by some girls. They must have saw us talking cause they asked me if I knew you. I said I did and that your name is Ryan. Then I started to walk off. I turned around to look at them and one of them said, "We all think he is cute." So then I said, "you do?" they said "yeah" so then I just said "oh" and walked off. But I have heard so many things from Brooke, I couldn't name all of them. I love you too and want a good relationship. But I just wanted you to know that it wasn't me. I have a C in three classes. I couldn't work cause all I could think about was how I might lose you. And because of Brooke, half the boys at school think I'm pregnant! And so now Brooke thinks she can do whatever she wants to me! Brooke really likes you and she's trying to get us to break...

Partners From hanging out and talking... To laughing over the craziest things... To celebrating the big and small stuff... To sharing the best memories... Life's way better with you around. Happy Birthday to MY GUY Ryan, LOOK! I found a gay card in Riverton, WY. I love you and love sharing my life with YOU!! XOXO  BRIAN 

Brian Jensen loves Ryan Jevne's "D." He thinks Ryan is cool too... XOXO Brian  

Hey Love! How's it going? Better here. Just figured I'd write ya before this hour got over. I guess it's good to know that I'm giving that piano to someone who's gonna take care of it, and play. I guess I was worried that someone was going to use it for something to put their pictures on or something like that. So, how's your day getting along? Good I hope. Well, mine's gettin there. I guess I don't know what more to say. Oh yeah! Are you feeling sexy today?!! Love ya Lots! W/B Roses are red, violets are blue, and no matter what, I'll always love you!

Steven & Ryan, It was wonderful meeting you Ryan! Thank you for sharing our big day with us! Thank you for the card & the money too. We put the money in our savings account for our future kids & home. We hope you had a blast, ate lots & drank plenty. Love, Carson & Hope

Ryan, How's my sexy man?! I'm not doing that great. I thought I was going to handle all this stuff, but I guess I can't. It just kept building up and building up, until I just can't fight it anymore. After I got off the phone with you, I actually went out and polished that piano. I was almost done, and no one would let me finish. They said it was no longer mine, so I shouldn't worry about what it looks like. I just wanted to see it one last time, looking it's best. Is that so wrong?! They wouldn't let me finish it, so I just came into my room and bawled. It doesn't look like I'm ever going to stop either! Another night that I'm going to end up crying myself to sleep. I dunno. I just can't help it anymore. My mom and my sister came in to try to cheer me up, but for all I care they can just go to hell. It's their fault all of this is happening. Shoot. My eyes are like so red that I look evil. My mom sat here telling me how wonderful it'...

Ryan, Hey sweetie. How's it goin'? Pretty okay here. Just on my way to Lander. Or that's what it looks like anyways. My mom said we were going for a drive, and that's where we are headed. Sorry my hand writing is so sloppy. This car is super bumpy!  We're here! Wow! This town sucks. It's way small. So. Whatcha wanna do this weekend? Let's do something really cool. Yeah. We should like go share a coke or somethin'! Ooh. We're in the mountains now. Sheesh. Bump... They ain't blue up close. Well. Hmm.  Ya know. You're the coolest guy I've ever gone out with. I'm serious! Ever since I first got to know you, I've been like, totally, totally nuts about you. I fell for you like totally hardcore, but you were going out with Erin, so I wasn't gonna do anything to mess that up. I guess I'm just too nice.  Ohhh, dirt road. Whoa! There's like a ton of snow out here. Cool!  We walked down into Sinks Canyon. Wow! It was pretty. Inte...

You are Magic. Keep being you ~ bold, spectacular you ~ and get ready for a year beyond your wildest dreams. Happy Birthday Steven, I hope you know how special you are to me. I LOVE YOU! ~ RYAN

Ryan, Hey there! How are ya?! Hopefully you're in a better mood than you were yesterday. Man! I had a ton of homework last night and don't think I hardly did any of it! I spent most of the evening just kinda goofin' off. Did you guys get the set done for 'Oh, Fudge!'? Was it hard? Hope ya had fun. I'll try to make it down to see the play, but no promises. My parents said that over the weekend, you're the only person I can have calls from. After that, I think I'm off the hook. Pretty cool 'eh. My dad's car's here, too. Hopefully he'll fix my car over the weekend, so that I can have it by Monday. Then we could go to lunch, instead if sit around the cafeteria. Sound like a plan?  Ya know?! I got my art project done. It looks ok, but it could definitely look better. I backgrounded it with a different shade of black, and it looks really goofy. I think I liked it better with just the plain background. Now all I need to get done is the report. T...

Ryan, cutie pie! Hey! How's everything going? Okay here. Just enjoying my 5th hour. Figured I'd write ya before it was over. So, how was gym?  Whoa. Blank thought! Hate it when that happens. So, how's my love muffin today? Feeling sexy or what?! Ya know, this weekend we gotta get out and do something. ~kay~  Well, I don't know what more to say, so I guess I better get! Love ya Lots, W/B Rita Rosalita

Ryan, These flannel sheets are your Birthday gift. I gave them to you now because your place was so cold last night and now you and the kids can stay warm as fresh baked burritos this winter.  XOXO BRIAN

B rian thinks Ryan smells... like farts.

Given with love! from your boring boyfriend... ❤️ BRIAN  XOXO 

Ryan,  I just wanted to make sure you're okay. Feel free to stop by my place anytime. I'm off this weekend.  ❤️ Brian. XOXO

Ryan, hey! how's life treatin' ya? Pretty bad here, but hey! I'm makin' it! I'm just sittin here in my room. Bored as I can get. Ya know I never knew my room could be so quiet without a phone in it. Ya know. I never got caught for skipping Williams class on Tuesday. I figured that I probably would. Pretty cool. Ya know that report thingamajig we had to do for class? Well, I drew this picture of Galileo, and it looks so cool. So. @@@@@ Oops. Sorry. So. How's your evening treating ya. I am so so so bored! WOW! Ooh! Whoa! Geez! Wait! Nevermind. N-E ways. So. Umm. How are ya? How's your family? Got a dog? How is it? Well. hmmm. uhm. BYE. See ya Later ~kay~ Love Always, Write Back Rita Rosalita 

You can wake me up if you want to... be as creative as you like! *wink* *wink*  :) Love, Me

Ryan, my sweet 'Sun', I know we talked about it before, but you need to know you are a good person and you are not going to hell. Always remember, you are a good person and you work to change your life for the better. You have accepted Christ as your Savior and he has saved you. God is to be feared, but life is not meant to be lived in fear. God is all loving and forgiving. Just ask for his forgiveness. God is the only one who is to judge and decide where your soul goes, not some people in a building playing pretend. The bible is a guideline, not to be taken every word as a way to be and truth. So long as you don't feel evil or possessed by demons, you are not. Live your life to the fullest. It is yours to live how you want. That is why God gave us free will. Call me & Eric later. Find Amy, let's do something fun today and be happy, as good friends together.

Ryan, Hey! What's going on? Not a whole lot here. Just sittin' around being bored. I'm sorry I didn't call ya last night. I got grounded. It seems I have a time that I have to be home from school, and I must not have made it, 'cause my mom was pissed as hell at me. So she took my phone and told me that I was grounded until further notice.  So, anyway. Holy Baloney! I had so much homework last night. I was up so late. I didn't even get it all done! Anyway. How was science yesterday? I left and went to Taco Johns with Margret. It was o-kay. So did you have a super night, or what? Hope it was cool. Did Venessa go nuts again? But. N-E wayz. Geez. I ran out of stuff to say. Whoa! Never happened before! WOW!  Well I guess I better let you go. Love Always, Rita Rosalita 

This is my thought And it's only of you With me Together Forever and true I have but one heart To be given one time And to you it will be At it's best At it's prime Every moment of you Everything in my mind I shall carry forever And treat them so kind My heart is now yours So take it with care For it's fragile and small But it's willing to share Rita Rosalita

Sunday May 9, 2021 Dearest Ryan, So many wonderful reflections this Mother's Day!! A special connection of spirits we have built over the decades. I cherish the discussions we have had with and without word. I encourage you to place word to pen that you may receive inspiration to guide you in the direction the Lord has planned for you that you may assist the mother of your children. She too is a special soul. Love you much!! XOXO Mom